lovessential

the smile on every one's face triggers drops from my eyes. the words from the love of my heart get my pissed and angry every silly joke my sister makes gets on my nerves Even my favorite song sends spins of anger through my vain I feel so restless and charted. I have nothing on my head aside my worried and  fears Would this last last forever? Was it part of Life? Will I conquer this? Am I been tested? What sort of father would do this to his daughter? I wonder and imagine how this feels to last forever, it's just a couple of days and it feels like eternity. Looking through the window, I can hear the cry of sorrow. Am in one, so I know the sound of one. How can I help even though I need help? My fate isn't getting me closer to the Faith. I can see a light at the end of the tunnel, my heart leap for Joy. Would  this last forever? Was it part of life? Will I conquer this? Am I been tested? Not really sure what I think about this but whatever I think about

Its so amazing at the things you do when you are attracted so much to someone. She could tell you to climb down the hills with your eyes close and you gonna do just that because you trust her. He could tell you to do crazy,unimaginable things and you do them without a second thought. You give them your heart,time,strength, body,resource, everything you have because you are persuaded they wont hurt a bit of hair on your body and undoubtedly because you think they deserve and worth it. You want to spend the rest of your life with him because you think you have met that person that would appreciate you forever. Hmmmm..... I think its a phrase in life that everyone should be careful of...When you trust someone, be careful and sensitive, there are goat in sheep clothing who would hurt you right to your face and throw your ass back to the ground, likewise there are still a few who won't do anything to make your heart bleed.      But instead of building your trust in man, why not p